Am I Paranoid Schizophrenic
A couple of months ago I had a altercation with our neighbors and since then I have gone down in health both physical and mental. I was going out for a walk and felt I was chased away from there. Lot of people following me. Even within where I work I think people are watching me and passing information on when I will go out. I have physically seen these things happening. If I am standing somewhere and smoking I see people cross me until they get noticed and then stand there and stare at me. Till now they have not contacted me but I am scared. Even when I went to another city 250 miles away I have this same experience. They might have the contacts and reach to do this. I did meet a Psychiatrist who gave me Sizondon plus but I have discontinued it after using for 2 weeks. No reason - just wanted not to be dependent on medicines. I cannot sleep. Just when I am getting to sleep I have palpitations and wake up. With the medicines it was better. I don't hear voices nor visions except these people watching me almost 24 hours with vehicles parked near my home or office and when I walk out stand and stare at me. So many things cannot be imagined - I feel these are all real. Can anyone out there help me if they had similar experience and help me how to get out of this?