It's been years now and I still find it hard to move on. I had a friend who use to be my trainee before and that time I had a boy friend. I admit it that even though I had a boy friend that time, I felt something to my friend. My friend is straight but we always have some mutual understanding. We always stare at each other secretly, he knows if I'm jealous if there's someone flirting on him, he passionately cares for me, he does touch me all the time, my boyfriend gets jealous on me. During that time, he is single and in pain because his girlfriend broke up with him so I became like his special friend. He even went to me and celebrated his birthday with me. I'm still confuse if I'm just a friend or he feels something for me. I'm confused now and I need an advice because until now, I still can't forget about him and our happy moments.

If you are unsure of messages, looks, actions coming from him, toward you, and what they mean, you have to be honest, and just ask him.

I would think by now that if he were interested in you, he would have told you.

If you do bring up the question of attraction to him, and he rejects it, you will know. If he is a good friend, as he seems to be, he will not be offended, tell you there is no chance for a relationship, and each of you will know where you stand.

As hard as that might be, it is better knowing the honest truth, rather than hanging onto a dream.

You are friends, and friends should be able to talk about anything. Tell him his touch, and attention makes your liver quiver. Maybe he will stop and the friendship can go on, if he is indeed straight. Who knows nowadays?