My best friend turned out to be bully…I spent all my energy and tears on trying to fix our relationship. Blaming myself I'll never be good enough and my low self esteem for everything. Thinking oh things will be better she'll like me today. I follow her around like a duck. I feel so unconformable with her. I let myself believe the lie. Oh she'll still likes me. She always had. She never hangs out with me after school. All my friends forgotten about me. It's really hard and not the same with other people. It's hard to move on since I'm near the end of high school. No one helps me. I need kind words right now. I spent too much of my life bawling and I'm never getting it back. It makes me sad. I'm crying on my b-day how pathetic.

1st, feel good about who you are,, do not lose your self-esteem based on how others treat you. Be positive about life,, remember, you are a wonderful person, and if your fren doesn't know that, she doesn't deserve u...
Walk with your head held high,, stop following her,, if you keep clinging on to her, you will lose an opportunity to make other friends. I made that mistake once and I still regret it. I should have made friends while I had the chance, instead, I sat alone, waiting for a lost friend to come bac.

Never,, I mean NEVER underestimate yourself. You are a wonderful person, and you deserve a lot of happiness. But to be happy, you have to STOP feeling bad for yourself and START living your life.
If your fren ignores u, pretend you don care. Never let others make you feel like your not worth it. Remember, you deserve the stars... don let others treat you like garbage.

For the love of god DON'T CLING. My brother didn't get over this one girl in high school. And her trying to be bada** boyfriend dumped my brother in OUR trash outside our house and I found him with a black eye and a fat lip

I was a loner as well until I decided to replace my friends with anime and family members. Life got a lot better. ;p

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Originally Posted by Pettisbel

I was a loner as well until I decided to replace my friends with anime and family members. Life got alot better. ;p

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I love anime haha

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Originally Posted by Silver Lining

1st, feel good about who you are,,,, do not lose ur self-esteem based on how others treat you. be positive about life,,, remember, you are a wonderful person, n if ur fren doesnt know that, she doesn deserve u...
walk with ur head held high,,, stop following her,,, if u keep clinging on to her, you will lose an opportunity to make other friends. I made that mistake once and i still regret it. i should have made friends while i had the chance, instead, i sat alone, waiting for a lost friend to come bac.

never,,, i mean NEVER underestimate urself. u r a wonderful person, and u deserve a lot of happiness. but to be happy, u have to STOP feeling bad for urself and START living ur life.
if ur fren ignores u, pretend u don care. never let others make u feel like ur not worth it. remember, u deserve the stars.... don let others treat u like garbage.

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Thanks so much this helped :)