I am going crazy Iam currently on effxor but do not take it currently for depression. My exgirlfriend and I just split after three years and she is taking me for support and wants arreas from the last three years even though I was there the last three years.
I can not get a job and am to the point where I want to hurt my x before I will pay her. I don't not mind paying support but not arrears when I was there for him.
Iam a bit over weight 45lbs to be exact Iam tall so it doesn't show too much but every singel day my mom calls me a fat pig, tells me to get a bra and this morning she walked into my room and first thing she said is you're a worthless human being. And I am getting tired of it I am to the point where I think about hurting these people to stop them and get even
I have not been the perfect son or boyfriend I asked my mom to stop calling me fat and so on but she says calling names is hope I will lose weight. But I am just getting madder and madder.
My x and a new man around my son 3 days after the split I could not imagine doing that.
I have a support hearing on the 16th Of march and guess what she gets a free lawyer so I contacted the legal aid service that domestic relations referred to me and the legal aid denied me and say they only help plaintiffs not defendants how is that right.
I am just getting angry and more angry day by day I will b taken to the cleaners with out help and I am to the point I want to hurt these people because I can't get a fair shake in anything.
I can't get a job because of my past I have been hired by at least 20 good paying jobs and as soon as my back groundcheck comes back its no go.
Iam just so mad and angry I want to see my son but not with other men around and I just wish people would give me a fair shake. Iam afraid of what I might do I sit and think about it for hours and I don't want to throw my life away even though it already seems like I have nothing to loose.
Please help with any advice