There's this boy I've liked since freshman year of high school. I had him in a class and not long into the year he started talking to me and getting to know me. I was excited because he was the first really cute guy to talk to me and I could not let this chance go by because I used to be really shy.

After 3 months of talking we started texting and we even went on a date together. And then everything was perfect until, he told me he liked me and I didn't respond. I felt so nervous to tell him I felt the same. I don't know if he was angry I didn't respond or what but the week after our date he started dating one of my "friends" I was heart broken!I was angry at both of them! I got over being angry with him but she wasn't really a friend so I still hate her. She knew I liked him a lot, she even encouraged me to ask him out on more dates, she said she'd encourage him to ask me out because she and him we're really good friends.

I stopped talking to both of them immediately but, I really wanted to talk to him, but I didn't. The next year he tried twice to talk to me and I was super glad and both times he asked for my new number but something inside of me didn't give it to him, I really regret it!

Now in my junior year I see him everywhere and we make eye contact, that's it no words! I see him now more than ever and I wish I had the guts to go tell him everything I still feel but my friends tell me it's a bad idea. I feel lost I want to talk to him even as friends but something tells me not to. Sometimes I feel like he still wants to talk to me by the way he sees me but other times I feel like he hates me.

I've tried forgetting him by drawing my eyes to other guys but, I only see him. I've tried making myself hate him for what he did to me but, I always fail! I don't want to keep feeling this agony! I don't know if I should move on or try to talk to him? I want to tell him what I felt and still feel now. Show I keep trying or move on? HELP!

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You got two simple options
The first one that you must be honest and tell him your feelings
But before this you must be sure he is a good guy with good manners
Not just a handsome looking

The second one is to continuing this ignoring and just get involved in other things
And remember you are still young and you have a great life waiting for you

I don't know what to tell you since you have blow so many chances already. I guess you better get some courage together and talk to him, or forever be mad at yourself for not speaking up.

Talk to him, see where it goes. You have nothing to lose, but something to gain. However I do worry about his actions in the past, dating one of your friends and getting angry because you were not yet at his level of infatuation. I wouldn't really want to be with someone who acts in that manner.