I am a 19 years old girl I had a boyfriend 1 year ago... We shared a good relationship we were even physically related we had sex whenever possible earlier I was not so much into liking sexual activities but now I find myself very very desperate for sex..
Sometimes I even want to be just kissed but then I find myself so helpless that I don't even deserve a single kiss after he has gone from my life:( I haven't started seeing another boy cause I could not find a right person for me... I want a boy to love me besides just giving me physical satisfaction. Now I have become so very desperate sometimes I even want to die I can't concentrate on anything now a days not even my studies... I was never like this before I don't know whether is it sex all I want or a good companion:( I cry every night please help me recover this feeling