How can I get over feeling frustrated about writing papers?
I've just recently started college and I'm getting used to managing my time and completing my assignments on time. I took 3.5 years off before I decided to continue on to college and now I'm almost 2 months in and I'm getting by in my academics. I'm living in a Wellness dorm so partying and distractions are few. The thing is when I'm working on an assignment, I like to let the subject matter sink in and then I'll meditate on it for a while: days, weeks, months. But I can't do that in college when everything is assigned a due date and I find what I write to be compromised by time and a lack of complete understanding. It's a little frustrating to think that I have the potential to make my papers really top-notch but I don't have the time to do so. It's something I'm trying to get used to. Starting a paper takes forever and when I finally finish one it usually drains me of all creativity so starting the next one takes even longer to start as I scan my brain for more material.
Does anyone have tips or advice to help me out? Thanks!