He cut all contact with me a night before me moving to another country and knowing that we`ll never see again, refuse to say goodbye to me and blocked me from all communication and acting like he is mad with me and never talk to me again.. it is been 6 months now never looked back.. why.. was I really that bad person?

No one can destroy your life, you are in control of your own choices and life. So your ex took off and you do not hear from him, So what, is it worst then a ex who calls you up and calls you names and curses you ever day?

You move on and make your own choices about your own life.

It's his way of dealing with a situation he cannot accept quite yet... doesn't necessarily mean he is mad or hates you. He's starting a new chapter just as you are and moving on.

No you are not a bad person. He's just bad at dealing with his emotions. And no your life is definitely not destroyed. Go out, get some fun and most of all MOVE ON...