I feel helpless and alone what can I do?
Hi I've never done this before but I thought id give it a go. Anyway my problem is I've been with my partner for 7years, it can be quite a turbulant relationship with many arguments. I absolutely love him to bits however recently things have become so difficult. I work full time and my partner doesn't work, I struggle so much to pay the bills on the wage I earn but if I raise the issue it causes big arguments. I really don't want to give up on my relationship as I love him dearly. Take today for examlpe another petty argument 3 days after my birthday! He told me to pack my stuff and leave he then storms out and when he comes back says its up to me if I go or not. I really don't know what to do as I told him he told me to go but he won't ask me to stay! I don't want to give up on our 7 year relationship as I love him to pieces just want to fell secure and wanted I suppose! Sorry for such a long rant I have since reached for the whiskey to calm me down! I don't often drink so has gone straight to my head! Just seeking a bit of advice really, feel so lonely at the moment and haven't got family to discuss this with!