I think I have it. It started 3 years ago when I was 10. I scratched myself ,didn't eat much, I loved to sleep as much as I can , low self esteem,had thoughts that family member or me was going to get hurt or sometimes killed. And I felt like no one liked me.

It started to fade as a year or 2 went by but I'm 13 now and its coming back. I'm trying my best to not eat, the thoughts are slowly coming back, I love to get as much sleep, low self esteem, feeling no ones here..

But the feeling of being depressed is mostly when I'm home rarely at school. At times I feel like I can't stand my family anymore and I just want to burst.

Is this depression?

Why are you trying not to eat.

But yes it could be a chemical imbalance, it could be depression, it would be other issues with various names,

But the question is? What are you going to do about it, now you see it happening

Yes it could be depression; please go to see a doctor or school nurse or school counsellor. They can help you

Well I'm not going to lie, I'm not an expert in this stuff but I have depression, it sucks, go to depression hurts.ca and do the chechlist thing, itl help you figure it out