I met this guy. And things were OK. Soon enough, things escalated and we started saying the I love yous. It lasted five months. He had this personality I did love, but now it's gone and I feel empty. He was so nice and everything. How do I get over this? I feel now, that I compare everyone to him.

And I'm gay by the way. I feel like the pool of candidates is so small, it's hopeless to find anyone stable like him.

Hey it was fun, but it didn't last, but you are still caught in the thrill of it. Don't know how long its been since it ended, but the glow will fade. Eventually if you let it.