I suffer with panic attacks,for the last 4 yrs they have made me a recluse,I can go out but find myself psychoanalizing,others,this life,and why we are on this planet,don't understand why its all about money,power greed.I want 2 die,but I want to live.4 the last year I have had intrusive thoughts,stupid things,like,if some 1 walks past my head will say head but him,don't understand it,told my psychiatrist about it,he says every 1 has intrusive thoughts,its weather you want 2 carry them out or not.have not seen my psychiatrist 4 8 months cause I missed 3 appointments due 2 my panic attacks.live with my girlfriend and 2 kids.been with her 20 yrs.I put my illness down 2 my life in the past,drink drugs,made a lot of money through drug dealing,and paid with prison,I guess in a way I deserve what I am suffering and most of you would proably agree.but panic attacks,wouldn't wish them on my worst enemy,so day after day I suffer,no 1 2 talk to,no 1 to share what I'm going through,I don't think there is a lot of help 4 people with mental issues,your like some 1 with the plague,know ****ers interested in helping you.normal people say lock us up,psychiatrists just sit down take notes,they only talk 2 you when they want 2 ask you about what you are fealing,so 2 all you with mental health problems,I kind of know what you are going through

Do you have a question? Are you venting? What is it that you need from people on AMHD?

David, AMHD is a question and answer site. Do you have a question for us?

I am new 2 this lap top isn't got a clue what's going on

Well, you gave me a disagree where one was not warranted.

As I stated, this is a Q&A site. Basically, if you need help with something you ask us a question and we try to help you with your problem.

Lokk I have mental health issues never been on a lap top before thought this was a chat site 4 people 2 talk be frendly,guess I got it wrong

It's not a chat site David, it's more like a message board where you ask questions and get answers.

When you ask your question someone who has knowledge of your query will respond when they are on line. We are all volunteers here who give of our free time to help others.

OK sorry I won't come on this site again as I don't know what I am doing,just trying to be friendly,so kind of u 2 give your time 4 nothing,can you delete me off this site?? thanks

David, this is a great site to participate in, you are very welcome here, it just takes some time to get to know how things work around here, that's all.

Feel free to ask your question, but be patient as it may take a little bit of time to get a response.

Unfortunately you cannot be "deleted off this site," but rather can just stop using it.