I usually speak nothing with any one because I don't feel like speaking too much about anything but when ever I speak, people just feel the difference about things that they feel when I was silent. People can feel either my rudeness or silence. I'm trustworthy person. People can put their trust in me I won't break it but I want people to know me without letting me tell anything as if I hate self appraisal instead I pretend in front of people that I'm bad boy. Things are strange and will soon get more worser but I want to manage that stuff. What I can do? May be I'm egoistic .

You can be any kind of human that you want to be. Some will relate, others will not, so just keep it real, and be a good human, that knows they have no control over the actions, thoughts, and opinions of other humans.

Manage YOURSELF, because you can't manage others.