I've just ended the relationship with my boyfriend after 4 years--help!
So basically this one guy who meant everything to me, cheated on me 6 times, and yes I went back to him one after the other, and I've now realized He treated me like s*** most of the time so I dumped him 4 days ago. But I keeping feeling like I want to cry and just go and sit in a corner in the dark. I mean how can I get over this jerk.
I know its only been 4 days but it's a horrible feeling it feels like there's no one else out there that I will meet that I like. This boy used to shout abusive things at me like I'm stupid and that I never listen and he made me feel low and humiliated and always talked down to me. He keeps contacting me which makes it worse to forget.
I'm 18 and I know I'm still young. But I keep being paranoid and insecure cause of how much he has hurt me. The other day this girl he cheated on contacted him and said she misses him and can't stop thinking about him and he showed me the text and then he kept reading it over and over like it made his ego feel good. Then he laughed about it and that's where the argument started cause he said he never wanted to have contact with her again and so I said block her number and he wouldn't and so I got really upset then he left me on my own at my grandparents and went home to go and play PS3 and left me to pick the pieces up cause I was really upset.
It just feels like I'll just get someone else exactly the same he was like who cheats on me who doesn't accept who I am and who is abusive to me. Can someone please help me cause I'm probably going to go mad soon :(.
