Confused and not that sure!
OK well I have some things going on and just really need some answers and someone to talk to but OK here I go my parents recently got a divorce and now I'm stuck with my dad and his girlfriend and her 3 devil children! There moving in and I can't wait till they do because then I have a excuse why I never come home! I'm only 12 and I know this is going to sound really bad but I'm already into drugs and my dad doesn't care and when I tell him I don't like his girlfriend he hits me and nobody really gets me expat my friend Chantel whoms parents are abusive! But I cut my wrist then the counsellor told me to stop so I did but I couldn't take it so now I cut my thighs and I don't want to hear how that is bad or I shouldn't do drugs,cut, or anything like that because I've heard it all I want to know is should I leave, call someone, or just one day not come home? I don't know if I'm going to make it to summer before I snap and the razor goes to deep:( but besides that I have tried to get help but everyone just makes it worse and all I need is help my life is a mess, and I need help to actually put it together should I try for something I want or is my mess worth living maybe it would be better if I didn't come home because then my dad can have the PERFECT FAMILY WITHOUT ME! Well please just anyone help!I need the help before the razor goes deep!:confused: :confused: :( :( :(