Coming off Subutex tomorrow!
I was on methadone for over 10 years and this is my 3rd attempt. I was placec on methadone by a dr. At a clinic and knew nothing about the drug. I have 1 piece left. Iwent through this and stayed clean it only lasted 4 months about a year ago and all it took was taking 20mg of methadone for 2 days and I was right back. So I went back to the doctor. He is hard to get a hold of and I know in 24-48 hours it's going to be bad... Ie no motivation, depression. leg cramps, diarrea etc! And on top of this my husband is doing it for the first time. I know to be active and some is mental. I'm running out of time. Last time my parents knew but I didn't want to disappoint them again. I just want to be normal again. Please helpAny and all advice suggestions etc would be appreciated.