All right, my boyfriend and I have been dating for 2 months now. In he beginning I think I really was in love. Then, like 3 weeks ago we had sex. It was my first time. I honesty wish I had saved the v card. Then like 3 days after that I was texting a guy I kind of liked a while back and he asked me to go hangout with him and his friends and I did. He was drunk and he kept trying to kiss me and I would slap him Away and stuff but when I got home we were texting and he was saying awkward things but, I wanted to kiss him. I ignored my feelings but after that it's been so different. Like, every time he says hea coming over I don't want him too but I force myself so say yes. I don't want him to touch me or kiss me. He says there is something different about me, but I tell him it's nothing and he says I love you and I say it back. I feel bad because I know I don't. I'm afraid if we break up I'll end up liking him again. I'm one to like things I can't have. I'm Hurting him and I don't know what to do, I feel like I've dug a giant hole and I don't know how to tell him.

There are so many things jumbled around in
My head. He could have been a rebound from a guy I'm still in complete love with, it's not the guy I went and hung out with. We also had a small pregnancy scare, things were definitely sketchy during that. I didn't want to talk to him. After I got my period thi gs got a little bit better, but I still feel the same way. But I was thinking, I definitely don't live somebody if I feel that way while thinking I'm pregnant. Like I didn't want ANYTHING to do with him, I just wanted him to stop talki g to me. The other day I was just thinking and I seriously thought to myself, "maybe he will cheat on me, then I can just break up with him." I'm so messed up. Please help!

Stop stringing this boy along. If you don't want him anymore, set him free so he can find someone who does.

You have mixed feelings. I say don't talk to either of them for a few days tell them that you are being grounded or something and see who you truly love