We were in love, my first and his too. Me and him didn't communicate, and we both wanted "more". Well, I talked to his friend and said bad things, enough to count as cheating. Then we went on break and he was devastated, but I didn't want to hurt him so once again to the same friend I said I wanted to break up, but I wasn't going to. Well they talked, then we talked. Next thing I know, we are broken up. I miss him so much, and I still love him. What do I do?

If u really do love him, let him know that it's not over for u.

U done this to urseelf u should sit down and talk to him and realise that talking behind his back won't help as even the best of friends will twist things u say to dramatise them