I have a dear friend that I am extremely attracted to. I do not know how to tell if he is attracted to me as well. If he is I can not tell to what degree. We have been very close for several years. We have always had sparks between us. I am just not positive that the sparks are attraction or that we are that close of friends. He will find excuses to hold my hand. He allows me to rub lotion on his arms and hands. He will entwine his fingers with mine. I did tell him last night that I do care a bit too much about him. He smiled really big and told me that I just have to behave. I do have a boyfriend. I am confused. I am afraid I may be misreading the signals coming from my friend.