I'm screwed and I want to break free and enjoy life and be happy
Hi, I had a relationship for 8 months. We broke up. I told him constantly I loved him I know I shouldn't have done that. Then, a few days ago he favorited Poets of the fall-carnival of rust, Red-lie to me and Skillet yours to hold in his YouTube. I confronted him on that and he said that no he doesn't thinks about me even once a month and he didn't tell me something authentic. He said that let's go far away from each other. But since I experienced something true with him. I want to know what does this mean now..
I thank you so much if you'll support me :|
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Hi. My elder sister and brother are always mean to me. And so my life sucked big time until I met my crush last September 2010. We had something magical and we were in a relationship for 8 months, it was like true love. I concentrated on love than my life. It was a long distance relationship through Facebook, I lied to him about our whereabouts and stuff. Then, We had a lot of frustrations and uneasiness. Due to my family I was going to leave Facebook but for him I stayed we promised that we would get married one day. But our fights grew each day as my life sucked I guess and I am used to hide my true feelings to maintain peace. I failed my mocks and my dad couldn't trust me to give all of my GCSE's at once so I'm still stuck with 4 of them on may. But he broke up with me on 2 August 2011 and I feel at loss since then I can't regain myself though he said it was over and said lets walk far away from each other and I don't even think about once in a month but he is on my mind every minute. Even my exams are coming closer and I got a 'B' in English and an 'E' in social studies this August, due to all this frustrations. And I have no best/true friend I can talk to. I want to improve what can I do? To be in peace and enjoy my life and stop unfairness? And learn to love again or grow up to meet him like you know true love and get married.. . :/ and I think I've become quiet fake now. I want to be myself.