Will I always feel this bad?
Hi very short version of my story is my ex girlfriend isn't who I thought she was and she did terrible things to me and everyone around her. She is a drug addict now living with the man she cheated on me with. Its been about 6 month since I stopped contact with her and I think about it a little every day and I was sort of doinn OK lately but I had a nightmare the other night about visiting her at her new house with him which tore me up for the next few days. I know I will never see her again and don't want to because she will only hurt me but will this pain ever leave me