Well my story starts about meeting this guy who I fell in love with at first sight. I didn't think it was possible until I met him. We spent everyday together like for hours upon hours. He wasn't my first but we did have sex, and I know for most girls that makes a bond between you and the guy.

Well he told me his mom kicked him out so he went to another county and I did everything I could to get him back here. Well I finally got the courage to ask my mom to pay for his bus ticket here and she did.

When he came back I found out he made out with another girl, I didn't leave him, I stayed with him. Then the next week he was here he left me for another girl for money, and he stayed with her for 4 days, came back and we dated again.

This time he wants me back but he has another girl that is nasty and she don't take care of herself at all. And he came here told me he loved me and he wants me and all that but he is still with her. I finally told him I was done for real this time he has been gone for 3 days straight, and I just miss him so much, and I want to cry. But honestly I've cried so many times I don't think I have anymore tears to cry.

Is it normal I want him still, and should I ever take him back?

Forget this guy. Sounds like a user.
Plus he's got another girlfriend.

"he left me for another girl for money"

Thank your lucky stars to be rid of this.

You will find better.

Thank him for leaving, you don't need someone like him in your life. Love fades and dies away with time, 3 days... I can assume the wound is still pretty fresh. Keep yourself busy, don't contact him and don't respond if he tries to contact you, and move on. He is a loser.

Wow, at least you finally came to your senses and dumped this second rate player and loser/user.

Its normal to need time to heal, after giving your heart to a jerk, but don't ever make that mistake with him again. PLEASE!!