Why do I want to cut so bad?
Every time I see an old scar or just see my reflection I just get so mad and want to feel pain. I hate myself for what's happened to me. I should have said no. I should have known. I should have just been aware of what was around me and known I camt trust anyone. I cut last nigjt and it was pretty bad. Honestly what triggered it was that I was upset over today(for good reason) and I couldn't find my stuffed which I've had since I was 7 and I just flew into a rage
Im always so angry and I hate it. I don't want to cut but I love the feelig I get when I do. I just want to be happy. Help?