Help with a relationship.
So my girlfriend of 3 years broke up with me a week and half ago. She was 15 now 18. She said she was not sure about it. She feared the next step was marriage she was not sure if we were in love or just comfortable and dependent on each other. She needed to be selfish for once and she could not remember what it was like to be without me.
I was her first boyfriend, we never fought, we were best friends for 3 years before we dated. So 2 days after we broke up, we spent 90% of time together watching films drinking together going on walks etc. I still had strong feelings for her so I said yesterday why don't we take a month break. She was fine but upset
I was not going to Thanksgiving. I feel like I'm letting her down as a friend. I have not eaten, lost lots of weight and can't bear to be away from her. I'm not sure if she was just letting me down easy or am I living on false hope of getting back together