Why did I used to see black shadows and dots?
It all started when my nan passed away 2006 I saw a few black dots at the corner of my eye, my mum and dad saw the same but in white. After a year or two passed I got over grieving but still saw these dots,then one night I saw her my nan I freaked out but it never felt like her, it felt evil and the dots became more a shadow and surrounded me everywhere I looked, mainly in the afternoon I then was very scared. I was scared and felt insecure and like something had been watching me for months and I was drawn to watching more horror films. Then started hearing things like I could hear what I can only explain was like the devil laughing at me and couldn't sleep, the more feared I was it grew on me. My mum prayed for me and I seen the word saved in my mind and then everything stopped I was telling myself nothing can scare me or harm me and the more confident I got it all stopped.but when I went to live with my fiancˇe something had changed about me. Their was a time he was going to see his dad and told me goodbye and went, but I herd someone or something walking in his room I turned and he was sat their I shouted him but no response, once he came home I asked him why he never replyed to me when I spoke to him he told me he never came back after he left. Few months later we were sleeping I woke up to turn over saw he was a sleep but he had his arm in the air so I went to put his arm down and it disapeard and it wasn't him all along, more months went by and a simlar thing happened again only bigger this time. When I turnd around I saw him sleeping but yet again I saw him but faintly walking around his bedroom looking for something, he walked towards himself and disappeared. Its not happened since.
I just want to know what it was that was/is happening to me and what it was I were seeing and what was drawing me to evil things. Can anyone help me find out?