I'm 15 and I hate life I did a lot of misteks in my life I trust a lot of pepole that was not worth of my trust even my best friend sold me and say my secrets I Suffered 5 years they poly at me evry single day at school and I have Diabetes now I think every day of revenge or hurt me self and suicid I can't even trust myself what should I do

I feel as though I am going through the same thing. I hate my life to the extent that I wish to end it. Half the time you talk to people, they think your joking.

Your only 15, you have so much life ahead of you, obviously your friend isn't a true friend, and you should maybe try to find new friends?

I hope things get better for you. Maybe go see a doctor as you may be going through depression?

Depression only lets us see through a very small tunnel. While the future does exist, and usually a happy future, you struggle to see beyond what you are going through. Trust me, high school lasts only 4 years... it's over fast and you usually move on quite well after it. To think of ending it at the age of 15 is silly... there is so much out there to live for... and you will find it. Sure things hurt now, but it will pass... I guarantee it. I'm living proof that it does. So you trusted the wrong people... learn from it. Decide to run with a better crowd next time. The thing about life is that we get to learn from our mistakes... nobody gets it right the first time... but you move on and try to learn from it. Yes, some mistakes are worse than others but that doesn't mean they can't be fixed or avoided again. Hang in there... your youth should not be wasted in loathing and self pity.

Hello lonlyange,

In life, it is not how many times you fail that counts. It is how many times you pick yourself up. Learn to stand up, stop saying "I hate Life" rather start declaring "I love Life"

Thanks all u been very helpful

You are 15 and had such a horrible life with a lot of bad things? I am 58 and have had just about anything rotten that can happen to a person happen to me. I have been divorced 3 times. All of my ex's had boyfriends. I always worked and took care of my families. The third wife actually had me arrested and put in jail based on entirely false charges when I was 51. I have never had a problem with the law in my entire life until then, I went into a mental facility for 2 weeks. Me son has Parkinson's. He is only 33.
I was dignosed with Leikemia last SDeptember.
You know what, I get up every day with a smile on my face and grateful to be alive. Grow Up... life doesn't get easier.