I was searching the Internet on my boyfriends phone and stumbled upon a searched link for "milf" porn. I was a little shocked but shrugged it off for a few months. Just recently though the topic came up again and he admitted to liking "milf" porn but not in real life but I still feel he's attracted to older women. I don't know how to feel but I am hurt but not sure why and I don't know how to handle it... HELP! :(

Honey, what you have to remember is porn isn't real life. It's a fantasy, an escape.

I have watched lesbian porn, but I'm 100% straight!

X Dani

I know, but there's always some reality in wanting a fantasy as such... considering Ive heard things about his past along the lines of his fantasy and it makes me feel very insecure in certain areas.

No, fantasy is just that fantasy, he may have thoughts about it, but if he wanted older women he would be dating them.
So talk to him about it, he may want you to do dress up, if you don't care, Couples dressing up for fantasy is great fun if they both enjoy it, From cheer leaders to super hero to political people,what ever the other thinks is fun.