OK for the longest time I been always thinking that the best way to deal with everything is to just end my life and I know its not the answer but its what goes through my mind... everything is my life seems to always go bad I have relationship issues I am not close to family and that bothers me and everything I do doesn't seem to be right I have no self confidence in myself about anything I stay home alone all the time I don't like going out with anyone I always feel my girlfriend hates me I know I don't think if I die it would make things better but I almost feel that way to make everyone s life's better and I sit here alone crying sometimes I can't even do that I know this might not make sense but anyone out there know what I can do

I have the same problem you have. I know that killing yourself won't make things better, but that's how I feel. I'm 15 and I've been feeling like at least "taking myself out of the picture" to fix things since I was 8. I've wished I was never born, I've wanted to cause harm to myself, I've wanted to runaway, and I've thought about suicide. If your problem is depression maybe you should take some pills (as directed) and/or go see a therapist. I haven't done either of those. And you may be thinking why you should take my advice? But just because I won't do it, doesn't mean you shouldn't. Hang in there and hopfully things will get better.

I feel the same way but my advice for you is to talk about your proplom with some one you trust him with your life like your father or big brother or some one close from your family I did that and I become very much beteer I wich you to get beteer too