Should I drop a course? * Warning Long - just saying*
I want to become a doctor, and I usually achieved fairly good grades in the past but this year I was advised to make some commitments during the summer that would last a bit through school. I knew I shouldn't have made them but I did so anyway - maybe because I actually believed I could for a bit, but the summer ended shortly, and I ended up consuming a large amount of time. For the first two months of school I have received six to three hours of sleep on most days. Sometimes I feel insane. I am barely maintaining a 90 average in one class, the rest of my marks all over the place with the others except math - it is probably in the 70s. I have never fallen so low in my life. My grades had been my pride. But I guess my commitment hadn't the sense to give up on any promises I made. The commitment I made have made time unmanageable and unsustainable, I knew something had to be sacrifice since there wasn't enough time in my life but I was to stubborn to sacrifice anything. Before I knew it, I ended sacrificing my grades.
I have gone through a lot of pain and suffering, but I still want to become a doctor. Now I am faced with a question I never thought I would have to face - Should I drop a course to reduce the damages to my grades? Will it matter that I have a couple of courses with average grades? Is there anything you would do in my place? Any other recommendations that I could consider?