I love my boyfriend but I like my best friend?
I've been with my boyfriend for 2 years and 4 months. He started college this year and I'm still in my junior year of high school. Since the first weekend of October, I started talking to my guy best friend a lot and ended up developing feelings for him. He says he likes me too but I don't know what to do. I want to go out with him but I can't seem to break up with my boyfriend. I've tried breaking up with him for being to controlling more than 5 times already. He's almost committed suicide every time. The last time which was Sunday he told me to take him back and that he'll change and not be as controlling anymore. I told him no and he told everyone to tell my best friend to back off from me if not something bad would happen. He told his mom to call me to try to talk to me about it. I don't know what to do. I like my best friend but I love my boyfriend too. Can anyone help?