I feel like I'm in a room with no exit
Mom left the house it will be 26 days on Wednesday. I(17) am living with my dad(43) my brother(15) and my sister(7). My mom has been out of the house plenty of times since I was one. At times I can't stand the thought of her leaving us here but at times I think it's the best she could have done for all of us and though its really hard to take on the role of having to go to school coming home cleaning helping my sister with homework taking her showers, I feel its making me a better person I'm just a little concern at what's going to happen once I leave? I am enlisted in the ARMY and I'm going to leave July 9Th 2012. My sister is only growing and as a guy there's things my dad is going to need lots of help with. Even though it isn't good and I am very aware of it I blame my mom for many things because I know she was never happy she wasn't the type of mom who showed affection and having a family didn't fulfill her "dreams"