I've been with my boyfriend for 2 years we have a baby together, when we first started talking he left me for his ex,but then left her and asked for forgiveness I gave him another chance, when I told him I was pregnant he said he needed time I found out he was message his ex over the Internet, I let it pass but confronted him about which he replied to say I didn't know what to do I was scared and needed advice.time passed and a month before I gave birth I found on his phone he was searching them up on the Internet he said he was going to ask them for advice but he stopped himself before he did anything. I got really angry told him I was done weeks later I forgave him. Now he's not doing anything but I'm always on alert. Sometimes when I look at him I get so much anger towards him I pick any fight just to argue. How can I get over this or will I ever truly forgive him?

Well, is he bucking up & realizing that he is going to be a Dad?

Or not? Is he in or out?

You are the one that took him back & decided, after you knew he was still with his ex. Back & forth, honestly

It doesn't matter now if its you or her that he wants. Hes going to be a father.
Those decisions are made. Whether he likes it or not.