Last year in October I broke my engagement because my girl cheated on me in many ways. Now I've met this girl we've been dating for about 11 months. The thing is she treats me well. I love her a lot but the thing is she doesn't say she loves me. Only when she's drunk she said she love me. I've ask her why she didn't say she loves me when she's sober but she remains quiet. Recently we had an argument about not trusting her. She told me she went to meet one of her guy friends and went out drinking. I said okay. A few hours passed and she still has not come home yet. I called her she didn't pick up my calls. Called about 10 times. Half hour later she called back and said she didn't hear my call. She said she's been walking for quite some distance with the guy and talking. I've scolded her she said I'm paranoid and do not trust her. I don't trust her at all. One of her friends from overseas came and wants her to be his partner to one of the weddings. One thing I dislike about her is when she's out with some guy she seem to forget me. She didn't even message me then we argue more. She said I'm insecure and really controlling. All of the arguments I had with her is about me not trusting her. I need advice. Am I in the wrong or is it both parties. I can't sleep well because of these problems. Help me please. I am on the verge of depression because of this.