One night I was laying in bed thinking about the love virgen Mary and Jesus have for all humans he died to save us and she suffer the pain of her son diying I asked them for forgiveness for their pain and also asked them to fill my heart with their love I feel the sadness of their pain and their love, I was in the dark trying to fall sleep and open my eyes to turn my body to the other side and I say what it look like a scorpion or lobster to my like 9 inche going up from my forehead to the roof it was white and it look like smoky and it desapear when it reach the roof, I did`t feel afraid or anything I was just surprise and trying to figer what it was. Can somebody know or ever heard about something like this and the meaning of my experience. Some people think this experience was related to my thoughs about love I was having the love of Mary and Jesus for humans. Until now I don`t know the meaning of my experience but I can only say it was one of the most beautiful experience of my life it didn`t felt nothing bad or wrong.

Nope, cannot say I've ever heard of a spirit lobster. Maybe you feel asleep?

Maybe it was your minds eye of seeing the hurt and pain leaving your body to be replaced with love. That is why no fear over it. Many times we are asked to think of something leaving so you can gain control over a situation. This seems to be the way you saw it. In a lucid dream.