I would like to apologize publicly to all of those I wronged in the past. I was indeed completely insane, yes I have been institutionalized for it and given proper medications. However, this was no excuse.

I indeed was pregnant, but found out after that I can conceive a child but cannot carry.

I was childish in my drive to have children so young and codependent in my relationships, once again, no excuse to bother you all with my petty problems that I blew out of proportion.

I would like to especially apologize to J_9, a good person I upset very much and Alty.

I was indeed abused, that was not a lie.
I had made mistakes and made myself a fool in front of you all.

I apologize.

I am so glad to see you again, emo, and happy to read your thoughtful responses to people who come her looking for answers. I've been wondering what happened to you and how you are doing.

Are things improving in your life, I hope?

Well I sure hope you are on the mend Emop. Takes a lot to publicly apologize.

I am doing all right, I haven't a computer of my own so I'm using a friend's computer. She has an account on here too, Lyra 123. I'm staying at her house for a while.

I am doing all right. I made many more mistakes, getting into an abusive relationship, almost getting married, moving out of my parents. It's been hard, but I needed it to grow up a bit and get a taste of reality. I moved back into my parents, but spend most of my time at Lyra's house. I saw her posting and I had to come on here to set things straight and apologize. I was hospitalized for a suicide attempt, that's where I met Lyra, she was too. But I'm getting better now.

Oh FYI Alty is no longer on AMHD, but I'll pass along your apology to her for you. But you know how that saying goes "fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice shame on me"? I can only imagine this is how she would feel.

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Oh FYI Alty is no longer on AMHD, but I'll pass along your apology to her for you. But you know how that saying goes "fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice shame on me"? I can only imagine this is how she would feel.

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I understand, and I understand the people here who will take time to accept me again and I am not expecting a warm welcome. I understand I hurt and upset you all, and I know it will be a long time before I am trusted again.

It's a shame, why did she leave

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why did she leave

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Politics.

Just remember yours and Lyra's greenies should be few and far between. ;) Yes I imagine it will take time for people to trust again.

While I wait, I'll just give the best advice I can and hope that people can eventually forgive me

Can you explain the rule about the greenies, I don't remember reading it and I'm having trouble finding it

Well seeing as you guys are posting from the same computer, it is going to look fishy. Just something to help you out.

I am sorry if I don't remember you, I will blame old age. But welcome back and it is glad to hear you are getting on a solid footing.


As the moderator, all I ask is that perhaps you "two" don't post on the same questions and don't for sure answer each other. We do understand people share computers, Mrs Fr Chuck has been known to log in on my computer at times
** not her real screen name, but she does not want anyone to know on here her connection to me,

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I am sorry if I don't remember you, I will blame old age. But welcome back and it is glad to hear you are getting on a solid footing.


As the moderator, all I ask is that perhaps you "two" don't post on the same questions and don't for sure answer each other. We do understand people share computers, Mrs Fr Chuck has been known to log in on my computer at times
** not her real screen name, but she does not want anyone to know on here her connection to me,

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I will no longer be using her computer, we are no longer getting along. I will only be using this computer from now on

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Well seeing as you guys are posting from the same computer, it is going to look fishy. Just something to help you out.

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Good point, but I won't be using her computer any more