I am seeking to be deported to my home country.
I am an immigrant and I was brought here by my mother.
The thing is I don't fit in to the life I have here.

I miss the rest of my family loads, and all me and my mother do is argue and fight.
I am starting a job, but I am also wondering Can I just be deported..

Why not just travel and go home. Why do you want a record that could hurt your ability to return if you change you mind latter?

So depending on where home is, why not get in a car or bus or plane and go home