Think I`m going to have a breakdown
For about the past year there`s not been a day go past without thinking about suicide, I just go through everyday as the same routine and when opertunities to do something different e.g go out to a party I reject them because I`ve started to hate being around people and that just adds to my problems and recently the girl I`m seeing has been going out having a good time and I get more paranoid and when I see pictures of her with other boys I get jealous and start thinking she's cheating and I know she's getting sick of me accusing her and by doing that I feel more depressed and feel even more worthless in life and think she could be out with someone else having a good time instead of wasting her time with me and I feel as if a should just end it all so that I feel no hurt or anger and I won't have any more problems to deal with. Seriously needing help.