I work with a female I dated about 6 months ago ,we began sharing the same break table when we started dating .When the relationship ended (by my hand) she continued to come back and sit with me .I decided to try again with her because the first time I ended it I was afraid of getting to close which we were .I felt like that she really cared for me because she didn't go sit anywhere else .This break table is isolated and away from everyone else so we are alone .About three months ago I expressed my desire to start over again ,she said she didn't trust me and that we needed to start by being friends again .I have only been to her house once since that time .The other day our relationship came up and she said she had no feelings for me because I destroyed them but was halfway smiling when she said that ,I was hurt .I have been super nice trying to win her back .I then ask her why do you sit with me everyday if you have no feelings for me she bumbled through words and couldn't give me an answer.. My question is did she really mean it ?Women say one thing and mean another... please help