Hi my name is Brandon Im about 5'8 to 5'9 and I weigh around the 155 pound mark I think I might think I have IED just from the things that I do and notice about myself. Well, everything makes me angry. This could be emotional hangups I don't know because when I was in school I would constantly be harassed teased and picked on I would very angry very fast Itd be so bad I even think straight and even the littlest things can make me lose my temper completely to the point where afterwards I don't even remember what happened, I tend to throw and destroy objects which I have A LOT (I've destroyed three laptops and mulitiple remote controls) and when I am wronged, I want to break the person's ribs or kill them... Especially after being teased, made fun of or even the way someone is looking at me Sometimes, things which I find very hard to ignore and believe me, I've tried... But now, it's getting to the point that I know that control is slowly sipping and the little things irritate me to the point that I want to punch the person in the face. I'm worried that I will be unable to control myself any more and will end up losing my job and/or someone will catch me at the worng time and I wind up brutally assaulting the person and end up going to jail. Thank you in advance for reading this!