My husband of 15 years admits to having homosexual desires, now what?
After finding gay porn on my computer I questioned my husband about the porn. He admitted to the porn and said he's always wondered if he was gay. He doesn't want to be gay, he doesn't want to be with men because he is 1) afraid of the ridicule from his family/our friends and 2) loves me and loves our family. I am creeped out. He told me I was his salvation because when we met he was really struggling with what he was going to do. Our marriage kept him from pursuing those desires and he hasn't cheated on me nor does he intend to. It explains our bedroom issues.. . he rarely climaxes.
Am I wrong to feel creepy?
I don't want to be with him, but I don't want to destroy my family.
Where do we go from here? We were already on the edge and now this.