Am I squirting or peeing... Have no idea...
My boyfriend mentioned something to me about squirting about a week ago... So I decided to please him that I would check it out since I've heard all women can do it.. My issue is however, that now that I think I have it down I don't know if I'm "squirting" or peeing myself.. First time I seriously thought I was about to do it I was about to scream with pleasure but I was in a house full of people so I held back.. Tried again and I felt like I pissed. Reason being it doesn't feel good when I'm doing it. I heard when you feel like you have to pee to just release almost push it out... but If it's not feeling good then am I just peeing myself? Like I don't know then the second time I tried it smelled very strong of like Gauze... Only way I can explain the smell... nothing like urine.. although once again today did it again... was feeling really good until I felt like I had to pee.. I pushed and then It doesn't feel like anything other than peeing myself... and Then I ALWAYS have to take a massive pee afterwards.. Like am I squirting or peeing.. I really have no idea.. but Im about to just piss on him if it makes him happy because I'm tired of trying to figure it out. LOL