I am 20 . I dated this guy that I love . Get that feeling that no one has ever given me . The love that I fedlnfor him is a love that I don't even have the closes person I have . I dated him for months but he left me. I was pregnet from him he left me pregnet but saddly I lost my kid I was under much stress . I still love him but he has nor talked to me sense 5 months . What can I do?? To too a least forget about him but my heart doesn't let me :/

You need to stop idealizing your memory of this guy... Which I don't know how you can do when he abandoned you with his child and has since shut you out from all communication.

Move on with your life. Enjoy your friends and family, and follow whatever passions you have.

In your life, you will have many differnet loves. Your love for this particular guy may have been unique, and you will love again in a different (but no less valid) way with someone new.