Am I too jealous or Are we over?
My boyfriend and I met over the internet when I was 17. I am now 19 & he's 21. We've been together for a year and a half. I live in Toronto & he lives in Brampton. We try to see each other as much as possible but that isn't an easy thing to do seeing that neither of us has a car and my mom doesn't really allow him to come over that much and only doesn't allow him to stay for long. When we call each other over the phone there isn't much to say, so its pretty much mostly quiet. He hangs around his friends a lot, and they're mostly girls he's grown up with but with my past of my ex boyfriend cheating on me & our distance I don't really trust him. I don't really like the fact that there are girls going to his house to see him and stuff. I just graduated from high school. One day I had called him on my spare because he hasn't been answering my texts and when he had answered I heard a girl in the back ground, yes his 16 year old brother was home at the time but still many things were running through my head about what was going on. When he's with a girl and I ask him what he's doing he'll say I'm with a friend, every time he's with a girl he says a friend, and I instantly know it's a girl, he doesn't tell me it's a girl because he knows how I feel about him and other girls hanging out. I admit I do have trust issues, I think because he has so many friends that are girls and because he's such a good friend to them he's going to eventually cheat on me. I want to trust him but I don't know how. Should we just end what we have? What should I do? Please help me.