My story is I am separated and have 2 kids ,I am serious about women I don't like girls who put themselves about and have had only 1 real relationships up in till now ,that was my ex wife who I was with since I was 17 up to the age 28 when we separated.. I met this girl 4 years ago and have been together since .we broke up for a month, twice this has happened ,she has 3 kids from 2 different men , I was a small bit jealous at first and cross about this but got over it,but then after 3 months of going out she was saying we should have a kid but I said no, then I find out she was pregnant before her 3 kids by another fella and had a abortion, and then to further my frustration I find out she was raped by her last partner which is the father of 2 of her kids, and also that she had done a lot of drugs when she was younger, now when I met this girl she came across as very sensible and intelligent I no people can have bad luck and such but that s a lot of mistakes, she insists I am the one , the love of her life etc etc but I can't help but feel cross about the whole thing and well you would think if that's the case there would be room for us to build our life, I am 32 and she is 35.I guess I don't want to be number 4 dad ,that is a lot of dads ,lol, we get on really good when this is not in my head and are very happy but it keeps drifting into my head and before any one say s it's the past I all ready no that but it s still there...
Thanks for your answers