Hi I'm going out of my mind I broke up with my girlfriend after 2 years we have been apart for approx 6 months but we still meet up for sex occasionally basically when she texts I go running around to meet her . I love her so much and would do anything for her and I still do I keep telling her I love her but she is not interested . Do I tell her I don't want to see her anymore and risk losing her for ever .im really confused

If she is not interested then she should not be contacting you for sex. If you agreed to the crazy idea of friends with benefits that's one thing. But this isn't the case since you are still in love with her. If it were me I would just start telling her no. Go no contact and stick with it. This is hurting you more then its helping you.

It is very unhealthy to hang on to a relationship, when clearly it is over, and has been for some time.

While you keep one foot in her bed when she wants you, expecting that there will be more than a booty call, she in turn keeps this sick game going of knowing how much you care for her, and knowing you want more, yet she uses you anyway.

Both of you have to smarten the hel* up.

Cut the poor me nonsense and give yourself a smack with a frying pan here. You are being used, and worse than that, you are allowing yourself to be used. Think seriously about the type of person she is on the other side of this coin, to be so cold, and heartless.

Please stop what you are doing. Delete her phone number, and delete her anywhere else she is electronically saved for quick access. See this 'relationship' for what it is, absolutely no substance, and completely over, except for a quick romp in the hay for meaningless sex, that leaves you empty.

It is time to heal, and time to move away from this disaster that keeps repeating itself. As long as you keep your standards so low, and your expectations so high, this will only continue to cause you grief.

Quit being her dildo, guy what's wrong with you?

Disappear from her life, heal, and get a healthy relationship.