I don't know what's wrong with me. There are days were I feel like taking my life, then there are days were I couldn't fathom the thought of dying. Sometimes the sadness is there for a few days of the week. Sometimes it doesn't come for weeks. The rest of the time I remain in neutral emotion. I get angry when my parents talk to me, or ask me many questions. I feel bad about it because they are nice people. When I was younger my dad used to take his anger out on me. He is completely different now, but I feel as if I am angry with him for hurting me in the past. Same with my mom, she was/is a good mom but mostly always took his side. I only get angry when they talk to me, it's not the same with others. People at my job think I am the nicest person ever, very polite etc. I feel like I am fake and I am disgusted with the way I sometime act with my mom.
