Me and this girl at uni met whilst she had a boyfriend. One of my friends had kissed her whilst she was with her boyfriend so she had cheated on her current boyfriend but she says she regrets it... but I started to get to know for her and kind of started to feel so much for her that we ended up kissing.. thus her cheating on her boyfriend once more. She was not happy in that relationship and ended it...

Pretty much straight away we had started getting together and spending all of our time with each other however I feel as if I made more of an effort for her. I have been insecure and jealous with my ex girlfriend but at the start I didn't feel this for this new girl. As we started getting together I just feel as if I made more effort than she did.. eventually I was the first person to say I loved her and she said to me that she loved me too. It is then when I started to feel obliged and needed to shower her with affection like writing cute little notes... buying her little gifts.. and had baloons sent to her flat saying ' ilove you'.. She says to me that she liked this and it was really nice of me to do those things. As it continued I felt as if I couldn't spend time with friends and if I did then she may stray away :/. She is big on Facebook and speaks to a load of guys on there and has a load of guy friends but I've never had a problem with her speaking to them. But just sometimes I think.. if I go out with my mates.. then she'll just sit on Facebook all night with the opportunity for these guys to speak to her :/... That feeling kind of passed but then I just felt as if I was the one saying 'im going to miss you and I love you' when we had to leave uni for home and I felt as if I was the only one saying it... Forexample we had only just started getting together and she said that with her ex she would text him whilst he was out with his friends and if he didn't text back she would be worried and would call his friends up and at the start I thought that was nice.. But whenever I text her when she's with her friends or on a night out.. I never get a reply despite her reading it and she'll go on Facebook and update her status from her phone so I know she's read it.. this happened for a while until I said it winds me up that I'm getting ignroed just cause your with your friends. I had explained to her I didn't want her checking her phone 24 7 when she's out with her friends or anything and she doesn't need to worry about texting me back every second.. just when she reads it I don't like being ignored.

We had argued about this but it continued.. She then went on a partying holiday with her 2 single friends... before she went she would say "when i go if im surrounded by guys i wont tell you when im there cause i dont want you to be at home worried,... ill just tell you when im back" which I thought was nice but as soon as she got there she told me about "5 guys next door who are so nice"..

All I asked her to do whilst she was on holiday was text me a couple of times a day like nice lovey texts and stuff and not to worry about texting me round the pool or when she's out.. but when she got there I would get a rubbish text like 'been sunbathing all day.. off out now.. text tomorrow'.. and I had to question her is that all I'm going to get every day? And the day after she text me a bit more but I felt as if its only because I said :/

This carried on but by the 3rd day I confronted her and said "i just feel like whenever your out with your mates or wherever im just a pain in the arse and your not interested in me" and she flew off the handle and was like oh my god I can't talk about this because "her friends were staring at her" I asked her just to go out of the room for 2 minutes so we could sort this out.. She always said in the past "if you walk out of the room whilst we argue ill lose all trust for you" and she just refused to speak to me.. she then left me hanging for 2 whole days.. whilst she's away on holiday with her 2 single friends. This drove me mad thinking what is she doing and where do I stand... I just found it cruel

She then would not try to speak to me all about it and whenever I have spoke to her since she has made it out to be all my fault and saying "youve opened my eyes that you just dont leave me alone when i clearly want to be alone and with my friends and i dont know if i want to be with anyone right now".. I was only ringing and trying to get in touch because she left me hanging and I wanted to sort it out.

I just wanted to know what you guys' take is on this.. my girl is a very jealous person and I know if I had've done that to her then she would've hit the roof. Sometimes I think maybe I should've just not said anything and left her to it. To enjoy her holiday with her friends. But I couldn't help thinking after 1 month of being together in the "honeymoon" period your kind of supposed to be crazy about each other and want to see each other all the timeand speak all the time.. instead its just one sided.

I'm no the perfect person and I do have some problems like I'm not a good looking guy and I'm quite overweight and this girl is a size 10 ellie goulding lookalike and is very attractive.. but sometimes I drive myself insane when she looks good or if she looks sexy or attractive in anyway I think to myself.. man other lads are going to try take that off me.. Like loves cars and enjoys a lot of music you wouldn't think she would like.. and I think if people knew about that theyd try to take her off me :/ I know its ridiculous and you've got to think that she trusts you and so what if other people fancy her.. she's not interested in anyone but you.

But I know she's very flirty.. this morning I saw on her Facebook some guy she had just added from her holiday had said "thanks for a good night last night ;) see you tomorro xxx" this is someone she had just met and it was at 2:30am in the morning.. she replied with "bring it onnnn <3" and he replied with "infact ill see you tonight back in our hotel room ;) <3 xxx".. now I questioned her and she says nothing happened just they left their Facebook on and we're pissing about :S. I don't see what's funny in joking about what you've had sex with someone on onholiday whilst ignoring me for 3 days now pretty much :/ . The fact she can't text me back.. but in the club at 2:30am she can Facebook other guys?

I really love her and want to make this work.. I just want to know what I'm doing wrong.. I just can't help but think if she can't be arsed texting me or keeping in touch when she's with her mates afte 1 month... what's it going to be like after 1 year.

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Doubting the love of a future girlfriend

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If that's how you start is there really any point in continuing this fruitless pursuit?

I think you know this is not going anywhere-you're not on the same page,so face facts,save yourself future heartbreak and end it.

I really want to be with her more than anything and make this work though... we have the same interests and same taste in almost everything.. people music food lifestyle.. everything... I am worried I've ruined it now.

Dude she may mean de world to you and all this feelings might be great but does she feel de way you do? I mean from what you just described, this is a classic case of a guy hooking up with a girl he never thought would go for a guy like him. You then end up trying to please her in everyway even though she is not that into you. Chances are you are doing things for her and thatz why she is with you but does she love you the way you love her? If someone keeps ignoring you then that should raise flags for you. I don't want you to waste yo time on someone who is just using you. On the other hand it could be that she is not fully matured to handle the type of relationship that you want. Hence like dey said before, you might not be on the same level. I think its pointless being in a relationship where you are not being appreciated.

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Seems to me that you're not on her priority list. If you were, you wouldn't have such a hard time. Unfortunately, it seems like she's leading you on. You've spoiled her with so much affection, so she knows that you're head over heals with her. She also knows that she can go out and have fun without you, because you'll be sitting at home waiting for her. Even if she doesn't call you that night, she knows that you'll be there the next morning to greet her.

If she really cared about you, she wouldn't be doing things so close to the edge. You would feel a higher commitment level from her.

She may like you enough to keep you around, but she doesn't like you enough to put you high on her priority list.

Is this really what you want? It seems like you want different things. You want a serious relatonship with her while she just wants to go out and have fun without you, while keeping you like pet back home to play with when she gets home.

Hello guys.. I mean when I posted this I thought everything was fine.. I feel kind of bad but at the same better... I knew her Facebook password.. and went on... and I found out she had cheated whilst on holiday as her messages were about some guy sleeping with her and biting her etc :'(

I thank you for all your answers.. I feel like such a **** now... before she went on holiday I felt as if I was making more effort.. but when we argued.. she would come 1 and a half hour train ride from home to sort us out.. but when she went on holiday things changed..

I admit I must have sent her 100+ long texts from when she first started ignoring me.. the first day or so it was "i can't believe you'd do this despite saying you would never walk away from an argument".. and in all fair ness if she ahd put "look jack i am on holiday with my mates im just having a good time. i love you so much with all my heart and we will speak about this on friday but.. im just enjoying my holiday now but dont worry i wont cheat or anything".. that would have been fine.. but she didn't..

I feel bad but I went on her Facebook chat as well.. she had spoken to some guy saying "hes a fat slob.. i said he was ugly though.. hes that one person you'll always regret" :'( which was very heart breaking to hear...

When I confronted her about it.. she said people had said she should worry about me because of the times I text her and stuff.. but it was only to try patch us up :'( and it was only to try show her how much she meant to me and to try work things out..

I told her I knew she had cheated because I knew her Facebook password... she then said "You pushed me into it.. you pushed me straight into him... i wouldnt have done it before.. not if you had'nt of stalked me".


Then I saw on her Facebook that she spoke to some guy saying "hope your holiday was full of achohol fueled sex rampages" to what she replied with "yes it was"... she then said to a guy off her holiday... "i hadnt shagged or even got with anyone else all holiday.. just one person"... this was in reply to one of my close friends having a go at her about it..

I just feel like I've lost my pride by texting her hundreds of times trying to explain to her that we needed to sort this all out and how much I love her and want to be with her and for us to sort stuff out.. in all fairness I did say I would wait outside her uni flat when she got back.. if she wanted to speak to me then we coul either end it or work on it.. if not we would just leave it.. I have never been violent.. turned up outside her home or anything...

Yes I might have fb stalked her and stuff. But its because she left me hanging all week and I had NO idea what she was up to and etc etc... I am pretty much dead certain she had that guy put on Facebook "thanks for an amazing night last night ;) "... solely for the reason before she went on holiday I said to her.. I am dreading the thought of some guy saying that exact thing to her..

Weirdly.. I am still wanting her to get intouch with me.. and stuff.. what do you guys think? I might have showered her with too much affection and harassed her with texts.. but it was only because before she went on holiday she told me "i love you with all my heart.. im never gong anywhere.. im all yours and want to be with you forever"... so I wanted to sort this out and work through it if her feelings were true... that's the only reason why I tried to salvage it... but now she clearly isn't interested and will never speak to me again...