Hi,
I ve been with my boyfriend 4 years this summer. His has a father to my daughter and we do EVERYTHING together like a normal family would. Vacations, family parties, daddy daughter nights, etc. We became friends with a gay guy about a year and a half ago. We were all close and hung out a lot for a while. Eventually my boyfriend just started going there once school started just to have a guy's night once a week or less. But, lately, within the past 6 months the friend has been clingy and trying to leave me out of stuff. He even took my boyfriend on a vacation for a weekend to just get away for a bit. On this trip our 'friend' got all crazy and kicked my boyfriend out of the hotel and he had to take a early flight home because another room would've been too expensive.
After this, I told him my worries and we decided together (mostly him) that we were not going to have anything to do with this friend anymore. We blocked his number and ignored him when he came around. But I was looking for a coupon in my boyfriend email (with his permission) and found out that they had started talking again behind my back. When I've asked my boyfriend if he's heard from him, he says 'not really. He sent some stuff but I ignore it'. (I didn't tell him I saw the email) just the other day I decided to look again. And I saw an email that scared me.
The email was the friend asking if he told me that they've been talking again. And saying sorry for everything and that he just wants to start over with a new beginning, No more messing around. "Just Friends now" and that he promised he wouldn't breath a word of what happened to anyone.
I don't know what to do. I don't want to tear my family apart, but this is really hurting me inside. Help!:confused:

At first I thought maybe you were just being paranoid but that email would scare me too! You need to confront your partner face to face and have that email as evidence. Maybe, just maybe there is a perfectly reasonable explanation as to what he means by not telling any one what happened between them...

When you snoop, you often find out things you wish you hadn't.

You need to tell him what you saw, and ask for an explanation.

Then you need to decide whether you can trust him again.

You have to tell him you snooped-then ask him what's going on.

You have your child to look out for,so the situation needs sorting out.

Start with being honest about how you came by your info, and hope he is just as honest about his explanation.

I would be scared, and SHOCKED also if I were in your shoes.

Very shocking email to find... however, you should have not snooping around, especially twice. Confront him about it nicely (he might be more sensitive than you know ;) ) and see what he says, maybe it is just a misunderstanding.

Good Luck,
Javi

Wow. "Just friends", no "messing around anymore", and won't say a word about "what happened" on a getaway weekend and while staying together in the same hotel room. There is no other explanation except for the very obvious.
You probably wish now you haven't snooped, but what's done is done.
Can you continue on with your relationship, knowing what you know now?

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