What do I do now? I cant forget.
I have known this girl for well over a year now. She was single when I knew her. Then 2 months later she left abroad to do her masters. I fell in love with her and she told me she has feelings for me too. But then she had a boyfriend. One fine day she told me about it and asked me to wait for her. She told me she still has feelings for me and she was with him because of convenience. She told me to wait till she gets back which will be in August this year. But the problem is I feel like I'm fighting a losing battle. He will be coming back with her too. How is she going to dump him and go with me? She treats me like he boyfriend. We have done many things as couples. I have not had any sexual encounter with her frankly because I feel guilty but I love her to bits and pieces. When I go missing, she will look for me and she wants me around. She skypes with me all night sometimes. She wants to see me when she is sleeping. I donno what's going on. She even introduced me to her parents.