It seems that every time I break up with my BF.. I never cry and I feel relieved when he's out of my life. I don't know if I love him. Or, what's going on with me. But, when he is in my life, I am over jealous and try to ruin it with him. And I don't seem to care if I ruin it...

What is wrong with me?. I have gone to therapy and I never get any answers from them. That's why I am posing this question here. In the hopes that someone will understand and give me some sort of answer to this all pending question...

Thanks!

This question is slightly confusing to me. I suppose my first assumption is that you're in your pre-teen to teenage years if you are constantly breaking up and getting back together with the same person. Being jealous is a completely normal feeling, however you seem to have taken it a bit out of hand. A lot of issues with younger relationships is that you don't really know what you want. You're more focused on having someone to call your boyfriend than you are on how you can benefit each others lives. If you're happy without him, then leave it there. Move on and find something else to focus your time on.

To answer your "Age" question... No, I am not a pre teen?. I am much older than that!